Maybe…

As a single mom, it gets lonely sometimes.  i love my life, my independence. I  like doing the things I love, and I love my son. I read a lot of history, but lately I have been reading historic fiction love story, with war and love. lolol. I love the romance, something I am lacking in my life. I have a routine everyday, what I do. Work, home, and then relax. But I want to do something out of my comfort zone, but what? I want to be able to talk to someone intimate, and tell all my secrets, you know….

Just not into you….

Hi guys! I wanted to let you know,  and I think I told you,  I signed up for a dating  site, but it’s not going good. I want to meet someone, but sometimes my hearts not into it. I don’t know, if it’s because I was so hurt. I tried with one person, reach out, I exchanged a conversation with one guy. It was going good I thought, but he wasn’t responding much, and all of sudden, he left, it said, “moved on.” I don’t know if it was me, or what? I hate, a guy can’t be straight forward, and tell you how they feel or think, and just does it in a way, that leaves you saying, “what happened?” He was ugly anyway. Do we judge by looks first. I tend to do sometimes, it’s not good. I think how you appear to that person, plays a big part. What do you think?

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Blast from the Past

What happens if one of your ex comes back, and resurface? What if they say,
” I have been kinda missing you.” What does it mean, when you haven’t heard from that person forever, and all of sudden a guy that did you wrong, comes back calling.  You already know the history of the person, do you want to go back to that? This guy texts me, and said he has been thinking about me a lot…hmm.  Long ago, I liked him and wanted to see where our relationship stood. He wasn’t giving me an answer, and he had someone else.  Years I haven’t heard from him, and yesterday he texted me. Wanting to say,  he truly was in love with me, but it scared me. He misses me. I asked him, ” Are you seeing anyone.” He is, and they are on the rocks. Every time I talk to him, he has someone. He can’t stay committed, and I don’t believe him. What do you think?

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Are You the One?

Do you believe in soul mates? Do you think there is that one person for you. How do you know if that’s the person for you?  In my blog, I told you in my past relationship, he broke my heart. It’s been months now, and I do want to meet someone, but.. don’t know. I signed up on a dating site, I wasn’t feeling in choosing someone or doing it all over again, am I being picky? I don’t know.  There was one I was interested but I felt he was playing games. He said he sent questions, but I didn’t receive them. Then he was like,” can you just text,” meaning give me your number. Tip, if you want  someones number,  just ask!If you are playing stupid, your lying, and it tells me, it’s easy for you to lie.  Anyway, I watched this show last night, loooved it! Anyway, a group of friends that are really close, went to  a ski resort. Two new friends came the next day, to hang out.  The new guy saw one of the women in the group, and fell over heels for her. He is asking her friends for pointers. She is in the middle of a divorce, and he has a girlfriend. He told the audience (which is T.V. viewers)  right after his divorce, he waited for a little bit,  and when he was ready, started dating a friend. He went on and said, “There is only two people that made him take the word rational out the door.”  It was his ex-wife and this woman he just met. Throughout the show, he seems to keep talking to her and eyeing her. He did at the end of the show, ask her out on a date, and the woman knew he had a girlfriend, he told everyone in the group. She said, “what would your girlfriend think?” He said, ” Let me take care of that.” Hmmm.. can you love someone, but not really in love? I am thinking, he needs to be honest with himself, and cut the cord with his girlfriend. This woman and the guy did like each other, he wanted a kiss…but she said after the date. I love romance. It is possible to meet someone, and start waking you up inside.  You might love the person you are with, but you have to be honest with yourself, I think to be with someone forever, soul mate. It comes on next week, I will keep you posted in what happens.

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Photo of me…

I am trying this dating site, and I don’t know, my mom thinks I am being picky. But what do photos tell about you? I think I am pretty, and a good information about me, but if I click on someone I like, they don’t respond. lol. I asked my mom, and she said,” Well, they are probably doing the same like you, too picky.” What do you think about online dating?

Get over it….

My mom asked when will I get over it. I am a single mom, and it was awhile since I was in a relationship. So this last guy, I was seeing almost a year, left me , wanting space, and then he comes back, and it’s my fault. He didn’t apologize, and he just comes back stringing me a long, just wanting one thing.  His personality and attitude changed and I saw it. He didn’t want to hang out, or spend time with me, but he wanted to come by at night. I will never allow him back in my life.  I am remembering the good and bad about him, and the bad outweighed the good. Because it’s been months, and I am asking, How do I get over it, the heavy heart, the sadness of a broken heart. My mom tells me, when are you going to be over it? Is there a time frame? What I am doing is keeping busy at work, reading history, my passion, and spending time with my little boy. I don’t  know what’s keeping me holding on, and just in a limbo. He hurt me so bad, I guess I am waiting for him to apologize which he won’t.  How do I get over it? I am not going to think of him, if I start thinking, I will change my mindset. What wold you do, to move on? My heart feels so heavy, and I can’t even say his name out loud. I guess I do have a broken heart. What you do, to move on from a broken heart? If you have ideas or stories you want to share, you can email me.

Rainy Day

Today, wasn’t a bad day. It’s been raining all day. I love the rain, something about it, is calming. It washes everything away, and makes everything grow. I love it! I started to think of my last boyfriend, and I started crying, just  a little. It’s amazing how someone,  can drop you, like you were nothing. I llove history,and I am studying history. I love the photos of the past, to the stories, to the documentaries. I wrote this blog, to hopefully help someone, and it’s helping me, move on from the hurt. At first, I didn’t want to meet anyone, but now I think I am ready. I do want that feeling inside, the feeling I can’t wait to hear his voice, or talk to him. What are the great qualities you want in your life partner? I will write a post at the end of next week. Thank You for reading!

Who will I meet?

I sometimes think about who I might meet? I can’t wait for the guy of my dreams to come up to me. I am hoping he likes me too. What do you want your love one to be like or look like. I wish …I wish… lol. I am going out to a lecture tomorrow, and I got to dress my best, because you never know.

Secrets

So, what do you think about secrets. Do you think keeping something from your loved one , is good or bad? How about…if it’s going to just worry your love one.  Your not suppose to keep secrets, but if it’s going to hurt the situation, what do you do…I am sure that my ex kept secrets from me, it was obvious. Let me know what you think? I will post your thoughts for others to read.

NEWS

Hi guys! I wanted to let you know something. I was with my family, and my brother suggested speed dating. I didn’t know it was so popular, so I was looking at some in my area, and there is one, I am going to attend at the end of July. Everybody is trying to find that person for the.

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It sounds fun, so what it is, the female will sit at the table, and the guy will go around, to each of our table, talk for a few minutes.  It sounds interesting, and I will try. I am a bit nervous,  what do you say? Smile? What!! I think when you meet the person, you know if you have chemistry or not. I will let  you guys know at the end of the month. 🙂